It's been awhile sinse I've submitted anything on here. And much longer sinse anything good. My scanner doesn't work on my laptop, Vista isn't quite compatibale with ancient technology like a scanner I bought four years ago when I didn't know how to use Photoshop and the best tool I had to work with was Paint.
But I know how Photoshop works, I have a tablet, and my boyfriend has my scanner. So if I needed it, I'm sure he wouldn't mind allowing me to scan a few things. Not that I really have anything to scan. It's been awhile, I used to draw daily because of school, and I'd doodle in class while the teacher was talking.

Lately I've noticed that my art skill is declining. I think it's from lack of use. I just don't have the need to draw.
BUT I've been playing Pokemon lately. I think I'm going to practice by creating my own trainer and the pokemon she uses because it'll help me get back into it. Pokemon are easy to draw and I'm still okay at drawing, I just can't make anything that I like.

But there's an idea that's playing around, I think I'm going to be going back to school. Just the college around here, nothing special, but something that'll maybe get me moving. It'll restrict the hours that I can work at my job, but my family has been putting aside money for my schooling for years. I don't need to worry about anything, I have more than enough support and I think I'm doing pretty good right now. I don't want to move off to a bigger place because I don't really want to. I like it here, I like the freedom to do what I want. And I wouldn't mind staying here, I enjoy the company of my friends and my job. So I'm not going to move away anytime soon.
But one day I'd like to live in Vancouver.

Remember that girl I mentioned in my last two journals? It's rather funny, I saw a note she wrote, saying that she wants to 'act her age'. Funny how she always claimed to be much more mature than me. She claimed to have more knowledge of the way of the world than I do. Why? Because she's been kicked out of more apartments than anyone else I know. Not to mentions skips payments on electricity bills, phone bills, and even rent. Though the only one that concerns me is the electricity.


In those hours before work I waste my time, if I'm alone, by aimlessly browing the internet. I don't have the TV on anymore. If my boyfriend's here, we're on the couch or we're going out to get something to eat. Days off are video games and occasional napping because I tend to sleep less at night than he does. I should try to spend this time drawing, writing, reading. So I might start that soon.

BUT I'm about to grab a shirt and catch a bus to work. Later.